王菲 - 旋木

作词:杨明学
作曲:袁惟仁
编曲:黄中岳

拥有华丽的外表和绚烂的灯光
我是匹旋转木马身在这天堂
只为了满足孩子的梦想
爬到我背上就带你去翱翔

我忘了只能原地奔跑的那忧伤
我也忘了自己是永远被锁上
不管我能够陪你有多长
至少能让你幻想与我飞翔

奔驰的木马让你忘了伤
在这一个供应欢笑的天堂
看着他们的羡慕眼光
不需放我在心上

旋转的木马没有翅膀
但却能够带着你到处飞翔
音乐停下来你将离场
我也只能这样

王菲 - 矜持

"生平第一次 我放下矜持
任凭自己幻想一切关于我和你"

你有聽過者首歌嗎?

..沒有

作曲：郭子 作词：许常德

我从来不曾抗拒你的魅力 虽然你从来不曾对我着迷
我总是微笑的看着你 我的情意总是轻易就洋溢眼底
我曾经想过在寂寞的夜里 你终于在意在我的房间里
你闭上眼睛亲吻了我 不说一句紧紧抱我在你的怀里

我是爱你的 我爱你到底 生平第一次 我放下矜持
任凭自己幻想一切关于我和你
你是爱我的 你爱我到底 生平第一次 我放下矜持
相信自己真的可以深深去爱你
深深去爱你

stay sober, lms

i don't know when it appears; i don't know how it emerges; i don't know when it clicks; and i don't know how it lives.

i don't know i don't know i don't know because i'm not the Almighty God. i'm aware of serving the faith wholeheartedly throughout my life and it is merely insignificant upon the time i'm called to account for my deeds.

however (for everything there's forever a 'however'), i really can't ignore it when it comes inevitably; i seriously can't diminish it when it grows fundamentally; and i certainly can't stop it when the initiator appears vividly.

i pray to god to let me stay sober, and geez, the bottom of my heart is betraying me.

where is loh mei san?

hi there. (i'm referring to those who care about me.) since march 20, 2008, i left kuching without informing most of my peers and folks around. i apologize for that as everything came so sudden.

well, at this serene and peaceful night which i think i am not only responsible of myself but people around me, i should disclose some part of me.

where am i? currently studying spring semester (2nd sem), i'm pursuing my American Degree Foundation Program at International Education Center (INTEC), UiTM, Shah Alam, Selangor, Malaysia. i'm here as i was sent by JPA to pursuit my foundation+1st year degree before leaving for the United States of America for Agricultural Science.



US? Agri Sc? yes, and yes. i'm going there in august 2010 as a sophomore, but pure agricultural thing isn't what i look forward the most. Business, or u call it agri business/managerial economics, is the one i anticipate. since i failed to study law in ATC cos i got JPA scholarship and God wants me to be in agri field, i'll have to opt for something related to agri&business.


my college.

my residence hall.

this is how i go to college every morning and go back to dorm every evening.

Shah Alam? all the times staying in that place? no way. that isn't me. only weekdays (to be exact, monday morning to friday noon) i'll be around seksyen 17&18 of shah alam. for the rest of the time, ARA DAMANSARA, my auxiliary home.


ni,mei,tin. @ kim gary,pyramid. :D


at aux. home.


with suku yen.


we got black out that night, with bro.

i'm looking forward the states' life, and freedom is what i desire the most. back to july '08 when i first arrived there, i wasn't accustomed to EVERYTHING around me, hence heading or rushing back auxiliary home is my motivation of living.


college's new library. it isn't bad but u can rarely find me there.


me speaking during speakers' corner.


i was volunteered by my classmates--the other 23 'loyal' fargorians in fall semester 2008. how could i forget u guys??


yes, these are 'those' ppl. :P


my locker. don't know why the picture is so small. -.-"

inexpressible affection

feelings do not come from anywhere;
actions are not done for any reason;
affections are not expressed in common.

i trust my intuition,
hence i believe my judgment;

when the daydream stops,
the reverie ends,
the fantasy stagnates;

we are ourselves in front of others,
i might be no one,
but you are still that someone.

!3w

猜不透

歌手: 丁噹
詞: 黃婷
曲: 林邁可
編曲: 林邁可

猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沉默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心 上了鎖
猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸 是真的 是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是
猜不透

珠光寶氣the gem of life

人世間真善美恆久長存，奈何利慾薰心讓人把她遺忘，致使她如同鑽石般矜貴難得。以珠寶世界、上流社會為舞台，以鑽石比喻人生，琢磨出康氏三姊妹的非一般的人生……









感言:
這齣長達80集的台慶劇[珠光寶氣]正在熱播當中(12/1為第30集)!! 兩個字說完,讚啦!! 大卡司, 大製作, 大珠寶!! 真的很好看啊.. :D
i got all the files!! so who ever wants to watch this drama just drop me a comment or msg as i'm not hesitate to share! :D and must support gigi lai's last tvb drama!


adapted from: http://drama.tvb.com/thegemoflife/

high sch life - the quintessence

alpha 06/07 hehe! *edited by yen*


alphians 06/07, do u all miss this classroom? we spent two yrs here to build up our eternal camaraderie!! we kept quiet when teachers asked questions; clamored when teachers were out; played big2 even when teachers were in; cooperated when class competitions were held; infinite sweet memories were created here temporarily but were stored in the heart of each and everyone of us permanently!


chemistry lab: weihan, mic, francisW, yao, and mei!! heehe~~ buddies buddies~~


yo~!august,ash,mei,yen and josh posed after taking photos for sch mag '06! sweet sweet sweet!! 'sot' august with his 'weapon'. =D


ash!! erkh hem~ur arm..! luckily tht time u&meilin hadn't started. =P enjoying d masterpiece by kuicheng,albert,francis,siangleng,and wanning--the Babylon model. COOL!


haha!alphians06/07, could u all still rmr this temporary moral teacher? =D i cant even rmr her name! =P


ah yen, daniel, albert, and ah mei!!! we were form4 during tht time!! =D


christmas eve party at Je's house! hehehe!! unforgettable because i got kuicheng's ferrero rochelle!! =D jk la, mainly because we really had lots of fun tht night. eg. (see the next photo!)


haha! playing big2 with yen,ash,and lex!!did u see my gift? *wakaka*


prefects' dinner 2007. hehe. this is blur and dark; but this is also the most i can come out with photoshop cs2. :D


yoyo! mdm lee ngia sing, the form teacher of 5alpha'07 is posing with me, and my graduation cert! arigato ne~


lin hsin,kui cheng,siok ying,mdm lee ngia sing,ahyen,ah mei,ilmy; =D


yea yea, the last but not complete class photo of 5alpha'07 after the closing of graduation day. i miss u all so much.


damai trip!! we really had fun on BED and FLOOR!! dont believe? ask any of us whether playing uno&big2 and truth/dare exciting or not? =D

deepavali 2008 @ myElephant

this man is selling his face at myElephant. he's the most important man(after my dad) in my family oh! =D where am i???!! camerawoman lar.. =P